May-6/1987 What Is My Horoscope on sadism love

and suffocate me

hurt me neglect me

undo repel me.

/ / STOP / /

And no. You can not.
I made for this,

people love me for it. Rather

for causing this.

[Y
I look and not find you. ]

Is it because they do not exist?
Is it because you never did?

mythomania. Agnosia.
Kleptomania. Possessiveness.

's all the same,
even lie to me. I
not hold back. Let me fly. Although this implies

leave you behind.

I will remember forever the duration of the
spell that hits me
sadistic need to love.